not gonna lie, i saw that classmate’s wedding video and felt like i was watching a movie from a parallel universe. she has a fairy tale, while i’m just here counting my 'not-even-enough-for-dinner' savings. sometimes i wonder if i’m stuck in a never-ending work nightmare where everyone’s moving on, while i’m sitting in my lonely corner, still trying to figure out which path leads to ‘happy ever af...
دیکھو یار، ایک دوست کی مالدیپ کی تصویریں دیکھیں تو literally دل کو کٹ گیا۔ سب کچھ کمال لگ رہا ہے لیکن جب حقیقت میں میرا بچت کا حساب دیکھتا ہوں، تو بس سوچتا ہوں کہ نہ جانے کب یہ جھوٹا تاثر جئے جانے والا ہے۔ میرا کرایہ، میرا بلز، سب بیک وقت ہی آ رہے ہیں۔ حالانکہ سب یہ سمجھتے ہیں کہ میں ٹھیک ہوں، بس میں نے خوش رہنے کا mask لگا رکھا ہے۔ کہیں نہیں جا رہا ہوں، نہ ہی زندگی جینے کی امید ہے۔ #StateBankOfPa...
ok but it’s weird how you think you know where you fit in, right? like, you expect the pieces to just… fall into place. then one day, everyone chooses sides over something completely ridiculous. now I find myself at home alone, staring at my third cup of tea, just replaying moments in my head where I thought I was actually valued. the weird part? I just got the notification that everyone is out without me, but like, who’s even really surprised?
ok but it’s weird how you think you know where you fit in, right? like, you expect the pieces to just… fall into place. then one day, everyone chooses sides over something completely ridiculous. now I find myself at home alone, staring at my third cup of tea, just replaying moments in my head where I thought I was actually valued. the weird part? I just got the notification that everyone is out without me, but like, who’s even really surprised?
literally sent a message about how I just bought a pack of gum to the group chat instead of to my cousin who wanted to vent about not having lunch money. actually, my bank account has less than what you’d find in a couch cushion. everyone thinks I’m this “financial wizard” just because I always look polished. meanwhile, I’m cutting coupons for groceries and contemplating returning a half-used tube...