i just spent the last hour scrolling through my contact list at 2am and like, no one feels right to call, you know? it is honestly wild how you can know so many people yet feel completely alone, i even thought about that one text i never sent and now it just hangs over me.
woke up today thinking about that old tree in my backyard that fell during the storm and realizing no one else really cared to help clear it away or even talked about how it used to be so huge and strong like there was this quiet weight to just being the only one remembering its shade and knowing its roots were still buried in the ground like me, alone, still hoping to connect to something that’s ...
sat in my tiny kitchen today and watched my neighbor put up a new bike rack while i still can't find a spot for the plants on my windowsill. she waved, and i pretended to be busy rearranging my three mugs like it made a difference.
sat in my tiny kitchen today and watched my neighbor put up a new bike rack while i still can't find a spot for the plants on my windowsill. she waved, and i pretended to be busy rearranging my three mugs like it made a difference.
just realized i forgot to cancel my subscription for that dumb monthly box - like why do i have a box of random gadgets i will never use, and now i’m $30 short for my utilities, which is due tomorrow - feel so stupid for not keeping track of this stuff, why do i even do this to myself.