the way that people think loving cooking means you can whip up gourmet meals with ease—it's so far from my reality. every time someone raves about a dish I've made, I nod along while mentally tallying how many takeout boxes piled up in my fridge. I could drop some kitchen sorcery and impress everyone, but the truth is—I just need the comfort of instant ramen to feel like I’m in control of anything...
bruh, I just saw the news about that RUPS thing for BCA. I still remember last time I decided to invest in something. thought I could get ahead, turn my life around. fast forward, I’m sitting in a meeting where my boss casually mentions my questionable financial decisions like it’s small talk. and here I am...wondering if I should just delete my entire notes app because...yooo, my whole life would...
ever sat through a family gathering where everyone wants to know what you’ve accomplished lately? I have an entire thank you speech written for an award I haven’t won yet. I’m getting compared to cousins who just got promoted or siblings who seem to have it all together. my parents look at me like I’m the family disappointment. every holiday feels like an interrogation, and I’m just here, wishing I could pretend to be anyone else. what even am I doing? #Japan #familydrama
ever sat through a family gathering where everyone wants to know what you’ve accomplished lately? I have an entire thank you speech written for an award I haven’t won yet. I’m getting compared to cousins who just got promoted or siblings who seem to have it all together. my parents look at me like I’m the family disappointment. every holiday feels like an interrogation, and I’m just here, wishing I could pretend to be anyone else. what even am I doing? #Japan #familydrama
not gonna lie, i spent way too much on that rare vinyl record because honestly, it felt like the only thing connecting me to the joy i used to feel before everything got complicated; now, every time the bill comes, it literally reminds me that my biggest escape has become another reminder of how lonely it can be to love something no one else seems to understand.