saw a bag of organic apples at the store and had to put them back because my account is drained. if i could just get a minute of peace without all these stupid bills and the pressure of being “responsible,” that would be nice.
i literally walked into a random library just to escape the cold for a few hours and got stuck in this awkward convo with the librarian about the difference between poetry and prose that i still don't get but now i have this random book and i am supposed to be thankful but like. honestly i just wanted to read in peace.
sometimes i think about that day in middle school when i told someone a story and they asked what i was wearing, like did it matter, but now it makes me feel weird because i never even wore cool clothes. scrolling through my contacts feels pointless now, like what is the point of having numbers when no one ever answers anyway.
sometimes i think about that day in middle school when i told someone a story and they asked what i was wearing, like did it matter, but now it makes me feel weird because i never even wore cool clothes. scrolling through my contacts feels pointless now, like what is the point of having numbers when no one ever answers anyway.
was looking at the ceiling and suddenly realized i still owe my high school best friend twenty bucks from 5 years ago. it’s dumb but it just hit me like wow, that small thing is part of my life now, just lingering.