sat down to finish my jigsaw puzzle, had been working on it for weeks and it was just missing one piece, literally one piece and now im staring at it wondering if it got lost under the couch or if i just suck at this, meanwhile my neighbor's out there on their balcony with their fancy drink and their perfect life. feels like everyone is putting together their big picture while i’m here just hoping...
सिर्फ एक कप चाय के लिए 50 रुपये नहीं थे और घर वाले समझते नहीं, यार। हर बार सोचता हूँ कि एक दिन ये सब ठीक हो जाएगा, लेकिन पाई-पाई का हिसाब करते करते बस थक जाता हूँ।
sat in the er last night with my chest feeling tight and when they asked for an emergency contact i just stared at the ceiling, nobody came to mind, scrolled through my phone and found the same empty names, it felt heavy, so heavy, realizing i do not have a single person who knows me. like what have i been doing for five years in this city if it has come to this.
sat in the er last night with my chest feeling tight and when they asked for an emergency contact i just stared at the ceiling, nobody came to mind, scrolled through my phone and found the same empty names, it felt heavy, so heavy, realizing i do not have a single person who knows me. like what have i been doing for five years in this city if it has come to this.
saw a guy in a long line at the bakery get the last chocolate croissant and i felt this weird wave of sadness wash over me like he just snagged my breakfast too. can’t remember the last time i treated myself to something small like that, kind of wish i had asked for the last one anyway.