wait, you ever catch yourself feeling a little happy inside when the person who always acted superior stumbles? it's like, watching them flail in the snow after flaunting their perfect life is somehow poetic. but then i think…am i the bad guy for not wanting to pull them up? for not feeling pity? because maybe it's easier to smile at their missteps than confront the fact that... maybe that could h...
honestly, i just saw that news about how millions never went wild swimming or even caught a sunset. it hit me harder than expected. the last time i watched a sunset, i was too busy juggling an endless cycle of deadlines and wondering how i ended up trading adventure for routine. while i'm living for 'practical', part of me craves those wild moments of reckless abandon—like my life is stuck on the ...
sometimes i feel like the most connected lonely person in the world. my phone buzzes with hundreds of messages from people who barely scratch the surface of who i am. the other day, i spent an hour rearranging my bookshelf and ended up apologizing to a book for how neglected it looked, while deep down, i craved someone to notice that too. it’s funny how i can sit in a crowded room and still feel like nobody sees me; it’s a betrayal of my own making.
sometimes i feel like the most connected lonely person in the world. my phone buzzes with hundreds of messages from people who barely scratch the surface of who i am. the other day, i spent an hour rearranging my bookshelf and ended up apologizing to a book for how neglected it looked, while deep down, i craved someone to notice that too. it’s funny how i can sit in a crowded room and still feel like nobody sees me; it’s a betrayal of my own making.
my friends are raving about their fantasy football lineups like they’re building empires. meanwhile, i’m scrolling through my empty fridge, wondering if i can afford another pack of ramen. they’ve got houses and cars while i’m still figuring out how to survive another week. not gonna lie, it feels like im stuck in someone else’s game while everyone else seems to have unlocked the cheat codes. so h...