bruh, so my Spotify Wrapped basically threw me under the bus this year. everyone thinks I’m vibing with new indie artists while I’m actually looping the same five songs just to drown out the panic of my bank account. I can’t tell if I’m feeling ‘artistic’ or just desperately trying to forget my reality. guess that’s what I get for pretending I’m fine when I’m really just a walking, talking mess.
day 47 of awkward family dinners and somehow the topic has shifted back to my ex. yes, the one they liked better, who did that adorable thing where he cooked pasta without burning water. meanwhile, my current partner is sitting across the table looking like a rejected audition tape for a cooking show. do I mention my future kids’ names that I thought up with someone who doesn’t even know I exist? ...
wait, so everybody's getting their lives together while I'm over here struggling to pick a hobby that doesn't make me feel more lost. I literally signed up for painting classes because it felt artsy and existential, but now I just sit there regretting I can't create something beautiful. every canvas feels like another reminder that my life is literally a mess and I should probably skip to a new chapter. #Skip #ArtFail
wait, so everybody's getting their lives together while I'm over here struggling to pick a hobby that doesn't make me feel more lost. I literally signed up for painting classes because it felt artsy and existential, but now I just sit there regretting I can't create something beautiful. every canvas feels like another reminder that my life is literally a mess and I should probably skip to a new chapter. #Skip #ArtFail
yaar, mujhe pata nahi kyun, par jab maine apne ex ki engagement ki post dekhi, sab kuch phir se zinda ho gaya. honestly, socha tha main isse bhol chuki hoon, par lagta hai main toh us ke saath jee rahi thi. ab main ek aur shaadi ke lehengay dekh rahi hoon jab mere paas khud ka auto fare bhi afford nahi hai. sabke paas car hai, aur main bas yeh sochti hoon ki kya mera dil kisi nayi direction mein b...