i literally practiced my reaction for when i get the job i’ve always wanted. rehearsed a smile, even planned what i would wear to celebrate. but deep down, i know that if it happens, i will still feel empty, like it’s not enough. what if everyone congratulates me and i just want to crawl back into my shell? # البطولات #selfdoubt
seeing everyone's JEE mains results and my classmates making big plans makes me wonder if life is just one big joke. they’re all driving fancy cars, while I’m juggling part-time jobs to make rent. i feel like a failure and everyone thinks I’m doing fine. ये दिखावा करना थक गया है। कभी-कभी सोचती हूँ, अगर मैं ये सब कुछ छोड़ दूं तो क्या? #NtaJeeMainsResult #StrugglingWithLife
the way that people act when you share good news is wild. i had this amazing moment where i got a promotion, and you’d think i announced the apocalypse. suddenly everyone was either silent or hitting me with, "must be nice." i don’t get it. why is it that happiness makes people squirm? now i just nod along when someone asks how i'm doing. they don't wanna know. i’m just tired of feeling like i should apologize for living my life.
the way that people act when you share good news is wild. i had this amazing moment where i got a promotion, and you’d think i announced the apocalypse. suddenly everyone was either silent or hitting me with, "must be nice." i don’t get it. why is it that happiness makes people squirm? now i just nod along when someone asks how i'm doing. they don't wanna know. i’m just tired of feeling like i should apologize for living my life.
not gonna lie, seeing all those alpine skiing moments from the 2026 Winter Olympics has me feeling some type of way, yaar. here I am, still figuring out my life while my cousin is posting pictures from Europe, probably sipping hot chocolate with fancy views. meanwhile, I’m trying to figure out how to balance school and this never-ending pile of loans. it's like the whole world is racing downhill, ...