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Questions: yaar, matlab kab tak chhupaoon apni savings ki situation? family gatherings feel…

last night, my parents proudly introduced me as the 'MNC mein kaam karta hai' son, while my cousin’s posting vacation pics from abroad, and I’m still buried under loans, yaar. matlab, nobody gets it when I say I'm hustling just to stay afloat, na? I love my family but sometimes I wish they'd see the struggle behind the titles. #Bdnews24 #Relatable

yaar, saw that Australia cricket match and it reminded me of all the games we used to watch together, cheering on every run like it mattered. matlab, ab kya hai, tumhari engagement post dekh kar laga, kisi aur ki jeet se meri haar yaad aa gayi. dono match aur meri zindagi mein, kabhi akele, kabhi toh rasta khoj raha hoon, lekin tumhare bina kuch bhi interesting nahi hai, hai na? #CricketAustralia ...

yaar, matlab kab tak chhupaoon apni savings ki situation? family gatherings feel like interrogations, jahan sab kuch poochhte hain. cousins ke flat kharidne ki baatein sunke, mujhe lagta hai ki mere loans ka kya hoga? ghar wale samajhte nahi hai, bas unki expectations aur comparisons se bhara hota hai sab. like, just last week, mere parents ne kuch aisa bola ki main sochne laga... matlab mujhe kya kehna chahiye, na?

yaar, matlab kab tak chhupaoon apni savings ki situation? family gatherings feel like interrogations, jahan sab kuch poochhte hain. cousins ke flat kharidne ki baatein sunke, mujhe lagta hai ki mere loans ka kya hoga? ghar wale samajhte nahi hai, bas unki expectations aur comparisons se bhara hota hai sab. like, just last week, mere parents ne kuch aisa bola ki main sochne laga... matlab mujhe kya kehna chahiye, na?

i used to think winning was everything. like, that rush of achievement would fill every void, every disappointment. then my parents got divorced, and suddenly their happiness meant more to me than mine ever did. now im stuck in the middle, mediating their endless bickering while i feel like im slowly sliding down my own personal mountain with no control. i guess i just wanted a gold medal too, but...