so i was at the park for a quick walk and ran into the person i actively avoid and had to put on that fake smile like everything was fine while inside my head i was just screaming NOOO just let me go home already.
یار، کوئی سمجھتا نہیں کہ میں نے سنا کہ میری پرانی گٹار کو پچھلے ہفتے فروخت کرنے والا شخص میرا نام لے کر پکارا تھا، اور ایک لمحے کے لیے دل دھڑک اٹھا کہ کہیں اس نے کسی اور چیز کی بات کی، لیکن جب اس نے میرے گٹار کا ذکر کیا تو مجھے لگا جیسے دنیا کی ساری پریشانیاں پلک جھپکتے دور ہوگئیں۔
sat in the emergency room for hours, chest pains that felt so real but no one to call. when the nurse asked for an emergency contact, my mind went blank and i literally just sat there thinking about how lonely that was after five years in this city.
sat in the emergency room for hours, chest pains that felt so real but no one to call. when the nurse asked for an emergency contact, my mind went blank and i literally just sat there thinking about how lonely that was after five years in this city.
been on my couch all day just scrolling through stuff and forgot to eat until my head started pounding at 9pm—suddenly i notice how my neighbor has their plants thriving while mine are all shriveled up and all i can think is how even their basil looks happier than me sitting in this dim light, 10 dollars to my name and a microwave dinner that looks more sad than appetizing.