sitting in that cold room filled with people all pretending to care while the silence felt heavier than the casket, and there was my parent smiling like everything was normal. all i could think was how easy it was to feel alone in a crowd, scrolling through contacts but no one felt right to call, so i just stared at the floor...
sat down to write this report and somehow ended up googling the most random things like why do birds fly in V shapes and then realized 3 hours passed and now i have to pretend i actually did work when all i did was follow a rabbit hole of random trivia and now have a headache.
last week, during a team meeting, i confidently explained our project timeline - only to realize i had been reading off my grocery list instead of the actual schedule - sab log confused - why do i always embarrass myself like this
last week, during a team meeting, i confidently explained our project timeline - only to realize i had been reading off my grocery list instead of the actual schedule - sab log confused - why do i always embarrass myself like this
literally just sat there for hours scrolling through my contacts trying to find someone to talk to but honestly, yaar, matlab samjho na, कोई समझتا नहीं.