last night, I was scrolling through old photos and found one of me wearing a neon fanny pack and oversized sunglasses inside a pizza place like I was ready for a fashion week runway. and honestly, I thought I looked cool at the time. I can't tell if I've grown or just learned to be a little less... bright in public spaces, but that picture? it's now permanently saved under "don't let me dress myse...
...so I’m scrolling through social media and see that Aryan Khan is hanging out with glamorous people, right? Meanwhile, my ex just got engaged six months after saying, “I’m not ready for a relationship,” and here I am crying at the snack bar at my family reunion. My aunt just caught me sneaking cheese puffs in my bag, and she yells, "Did you really think that would fill the void?" I just sat ther...
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honestly, seeing Karan Aujla about to perform in Vancouver makes me realize how much I've been holding onto memories that are already faded. it feels like I’m still trying to capture a friendship that died, each text I send floating off into a void, unnoticed. I'm over here curating playlists for people who can’t even hear them anymore, while I drown in nostalgia, wondering if I’ll ever find the c...