just realized i catch myself lying about the tiniest things… like, i say i’ve seen a movie just to avoid that awkward pause. it scares me how easily those words slip out. sometimes, it feels like it’s easier to pretend to fit into conversations with strangers, than admit that i’m just… here. standing on the sidelines while everyone else laughs.
सेकेंडर में ढेर सारे कांटेक्ट्स हैं। लेकिन जब रात होती है, तो कोई नहीं होता जिससे मैं बात कर सकूं। "क्या करूँ?" ये सवाल खुद से पूछते हुए दिन गुजारना बुरा लगता है। मेरी पुरानी दोस्ती सिर्फ यादों में ही जिंदा है। मैं अब अकेला हूं, दोस्ती की परिभाषा भी बदल गई। #AusVsZim #loneliness
the race car drivers are all in the spotlight, while i'm over here scrambling for rent. they’re chasing dreams at high speeds, and here i am, just trying to make it through another month. feeling so far from the finish line. i see those cars zoom by and all i want is to feel that thrill, that rush of freedom, but all i get is another round of instant noodles for dinner. every single time the paycheck hits my account, it's gone faster than the speed of those cars. #Funky #RelatableReality
the race car drivers are all in the spotlight, while i'm over here scrambling for rent. they’re chasing dreams at high speeds, and here i am, just trying to make it through another month. feeling so far from the finish line. i see those cars zoom by and all i want is to feel that thrill, that rush of freedom, but all i get is another round of instant noodles for dinner. every single time the paycheck hits my account, it's gone faster than the speed of those cars. #Funky #RelatableReality
...and here I am, watching everyone pair up, while I’m left with this ghost of a relationship that feels more real than any love I ever had. I should have burned the bridge, but I forgave them because it felt easier than admitting I still want the version of us that never existed. It’s like I built this entire life around their presence, only to watch them walk away like it was nothing...