i keep waking up on the couch with crumbs on my shirt from last night, and my neighbors are probably winning at life since their kitchen always smells like fresh bread while i just microwave old takeout, like when did everyone else figure out the secret and i just keep turning off the alarm that i set to remind myself to stop the cycle, ugh
so i walk into the bathroom and the automatic lights won’t turn on until i’m halfway in the stall like cool, now my feet have to hover above the toilet while i perform a weird dance in the dark. just what i needed, another layer of difficulty in my life, thanks technology for reminding me that i don’t really know how to live like a normal human being.
honestly, it feels so weird seeing my friends move to new cities and land these great jobs while i am literally stuck in my small apartment every day, 30 years old and still getting rejection letters from UPSC, जैसे कोई समझता नहीं کہ मैंने अपने 5 साल की मेहनत को खाक में मिला दिया।
honestly, it feels so weird seeing my friends move to new cities and land these great jobs while i am literally stuck in my small apartment every day, 30 years old and still getting rejection letters from UPSC, जैसे कोई समझता नहीं کہ मैंने अपने 5 साल की मेहनत को खाक में मिला दिया।
i was totally convinced that the backyard garden project would end up a disaster - the seeds i planted looked like little dried up things at first and i was just waiting for the disappointment to hit - but i woke up today and found an actual tomato ready to pick and it’s like i just defeated every doubt i had, like wow, how did that even happen?