the way that I accidentally sent that 'talking about them' text to them is haunting me. I mean, I thought I was so clever, writing out my feelings about how filmförderung is turning the industry into this giant guessing game. but now they know I don’t believe in their big break and that, honestly, I’m jealous of their optimism. it’s not even about the project anymore, it’s about how I just threw m...
if you feel like you are carrying the weight of the world right now, just know that even the heaviest burdens can eventually become lighter, and brighter days are ahead. #Encouragement #InnerStrength
wait—did anyone else realize that the other day I was at the grocery store staring at a couple who shared a bag of frozen dumplings and I felt this weird pang of loneliness because I used to have someone to fight over the last box of cookie dough ice cream with? like, I’ve spent so much time piecing myself together based on what "we" wanted, that I’m just a bunch of scattered visions—except my vision board only has ‘what if’ sticky notes and Pinterest ideas for a life that just... isn’t happening. and then it hit me—what if I run into him at the farmer's market while I'm dressed like I'm auditioning for the part of "person alone" and—
wait—did anyone else realize that the other day I was at the grocery store staring at a couple who shared a bag of frozen dumplings and I felt this weird pang of loneliness because I used to have someone to fight over the last box of cookie dough ice cream with? like, I’ve spent so much time piecing myself together based on what "we" wanted, that I’m just a bunch of scattered visions—except my vision board only has ‘what if’ sticky notes and Pinterest ideas for a life that just... isn’t happening. and then it hit me—what if I run into him at the farmer's market while I'm dressed like I'm auditioning for the part of "person alone" and—
it's 3am and I just had an intervention at my holiday dinner about how I need to stop watching footy every weekend. my cousin literally brought up my obsession with Kayo like it’s ruining my life. like, sorry that following two teams at once gives me joy when work is a constant grind, right? but now, thanks to their judgement, I can’t even enjoy my teams in peace without rethinking my life choices...