i turned down the chance to host a big company event because i thought it would be too overwhelming. now i watch someone else totally knock it out of the park and win an award for it. like, wow, congrats to them and their glorious public speaking skills. meanwhile, i still struggle to order a sandwich without rehearsing my speech in the mirror first... so, am i the problem, or is the universe just...
everyone is hyped for the match between england and scotland. meanwhile, i'm sitting here, manifesting my own glory days of paying rent on time. yaar, matlab samjho na, life feels like a never-ending t20 match, but instead of hitting sixes, i’m stuck scoring just enough to not get bowled out. this illusion of being okay? just smoke and mirrors. i hope for a miracle like england pulling off a win, ...
it’s wild how quickly you can convince yourself you’re okay with something – even when every part of you is screaming for more. i spent hours in my head justifying why their decision made sense. and then, six months later, i’m scrolling through my feed seeing them – grinning from ear to ear in a fancy engagement photo. like, wow, how did i go from waiting on that ‘what are we’ talk to watching someone else win the lottery of love? it hurts more than i expected.
it’s wild how quickly you can convince yourself you’re okay with something – even when every part of you is screaming for more. i spent hours in my head justifying why their decision made sense. and then, six months later, i’m scrolling through my feed seeing them – grinning from ear to ear in a fancy engagement photo. like, wow, how did i go from waiting on that ‘what are we’ talk to watching someone else win the lottery of love? it hurts more than i expected.
not gonna lie, some days I stare at my bank account and feel like it’s just a really cruel joke. I swear my paycheck vanishes faster than the snacks in the break room, but everyone assumes I'm swimming in it because I dress decently. lowkey I’ve got bills piling up like a game of Jenga, and I pretend like I'm fine when my phone buzzes with ANOTHER reminder of my hidden debt. it’s like… I’ve got my...