set an alarm for 6am, turned it off without even waking up, just like all the times i used to text her to check in but never did. scrolling through my contacts feels like flipping through old magazines, seeing familiar faces and realizing nobody really understands anymore.
i just finished a long call about my health and instead of the dreaded news i got good news, like REALLY good news, i was so convinced it would go downhill. i spent days freaking out and now i just feel this crazy weight lifted, like wow, it actually WORKED OUT.
just stood in front of the mirror and realized my skin's so dry from this awful climate, could barely afford moisturizer last time, thought about how i used to have it all and now i can't even splurge on the basic stuff. feels like i just gave up everything for nothing, just this emptiness.
just stood in front of the mirror and realized my skin's so dry from this awful climate, could barely afford moisturizer last time, thought about how i used to have it all and now i can't even splurge on the basic stuff. feels like i just gave up everything for nothing, just this emptiness.
yaar, matlab samjho na, मेरे पास और कोई रास्ता नहीं था, मैं चुप रही, पर अब दिल बहुत भारी है। सबकुछ सुनने के बाद भी कोई समझता नहीं, क्या क्या हुआ ये कोई नहीं जानता।