just realized I’ve been spending all this time collecting vinyl records—each one carefully chosen like a memory attached to someone who doesn’t exist anymore. the worst part is when I see other people pairing their soundtracks with someone else's life—meanwhile, I’m over here waiting for the perfect needle to drop on a song that makes me feel something again. it’s like I’ve created a museum of my ...
sometimes, i think about the times i vanished without a word. there were people who cared, people who deserved more than silence. i made their absence my shield against the world. now, as tributes flood the news for heroes lost, i wonder if ghosting is my way of honoring that unspoken pain. knowing it feels like leaving something unsaid forever. #PulwamaAttack #unspokenpain
it's not that i don't care about my friends' success, it's just that watching them land promotions, buy new homes, and take vacations feels like a constant reminder that i'm still here, stuck in the same old routine. meanwhile, they don’t know i still cringe at my own reflection because nothing i do feels good enough. every “congratulations” they post cuts a little deeper. i smile and say i'm happy for them, but inside, i know i’m practicing my escape speeches for a life that isn't even on the horizon. #stillwaiting #feelingleftbehind
it's not that i don't care about my friends' success, it's just that watching them land promotions, buy new homes, and take vacations feels like a constant reminder that i'm still here, stuck in the same old routine. meanwhile, they don’t know i still cringe at my own reflection because nothing i do feels good enough. every “congratulations” they post cuts a little deeper. i smile and say i'm happy for them, but inside, i know i’m practicing my escape speeches for a life that isn't even on the horizon. #stillwaiting #feelingleftbehind
if you are feeling overwhelmed right now, just know that it is okay to take a step back; sometimes you need to let things fall apart so they can come back together in a way that serves you better. #YouAreNotAlone #YouMatter #HopeExists