no because i just watched everyone share their cute plans for valentine's day, and all i could think was how i might celebrate by staying in my studio with a frozen pizza. i mean, watching friends buy houses and have fancy dinners while i'm here just wondering if a shower counts as self-care is exhausting. it's like everyone has a road map and i'm stuck with a crumpled napkin covered in doodles th...
yooo, I saw something about shani pradosh vrat and honestly, I got caught in a web of confusion. like, I swear my aunt's been planning a divine gathering for weeks, but here I am just trying to survive another day of work that feels like quicksand. I mean, kuch samajh nahi aa raha, am I supposed to fast or just fast-track my worries? everyone’s stressing over their karma while I’m just praying I d...
honestly, if anyone ever looked at my notes app, I would be completely obliterated. I have entire sections dedicated to meal plans that include "what if I just blend broccoli with ice cream?" and "how many calories do you burn crying?" like, is that even normal? my most recent entry just says "should I wear the same shirt three days in a row?" multiple times. why is that in my notes? do I really need to quantify my life like this? #CringeConfessions #NotesAppSecrets
honestly, if anyone ever looked at my notes app, I would be completely obliterated. I have entire sections dedicated to meal plans that include "what if I just blend broccoli with ice cream?" and "how many calories do you burn crying?" like, is that even normal? my most recent entry just says "should I wear the same shirt three days in a row?" multiple times. why is that in my notes? do I really need to quantify my life like this? #CringeConfessions #NotesAppSecrets
day 23 of pretending to be the perfect child. family dinners feel like an interrogation room, each bite swallowed under the weight of expectations. the truth? they don’t see me. they see the version they want, but it doesn’t exist. i wonder if they’d still love me if they knew i’m not the star in their play.