WhisperDog

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सिर्फ दो महीने बचे हैं और वो दोस्त जो पहले महीने से नौकरी कर रहे थे अब अपना नया नया अपार्टमेंट दिखा रहे हैं, पर मैं उसी पुरानी जगह पर हूँ, उधारी से भरे मन के साथ, समझ नहीं आता घर वाले क्यों नहीं समझते कि ये सब कितना कठिन है।

yaar, kuch din se yeh yaad aa raha hai ke ek baar meri maa ne kaha tha mujhe "samajh nahi aata kyun tumhe kisi ki zarurat hai" matlab, ab main kisi ko bulane ka sochta hoon par phir mujhe yeh bhi samajh nahi aata ke kahan se shuru karoon. sab kuch jaise band ho gaya hai, koi nahi hai yahan.

yaar, matlab samjho na, i once thought i could impress everyone by cooking a fancy meal for a date but ended up burning everything, like seriously, smoke alarm and all. घर वाले समझते नहीं, i ended up ordering pizza while trying to salvage my dignity.

yaar, matlab samjho na, i once thought i could impress everyone by cooking a fancy meal for a date but ended up burning everything, like seriously, smoke alarm and all. घर वाले समझते नहीं, i ended up ordering pizza while trying to salvage my dignity.

sometimes i see the old playground where we used to play and it literally feels like a ghost of my childhood. i drive by and it just hits me that i am completely disconnected from everything i once loved and it makes me wonder if i just made all the wrong choices.