just checked my bank account and i can’t even afford the damn heating bill this month. its like every time i think i might catch a break something else pops up, like a medical bill from that stupid ER visit.
was just sitting there listening to this person talk about their weekend plans and realized i have no one to even think of inviting to anything, just stared at my drink and nodded like an idiot, feeling the walls closing in.
just found an old sketchbook buried in a box and opened it to see these drawings from college i forgot even existed. i was so sure they were gone forever but it’s like a glimpse back into that creative freedom i thought i lost, feeling like maybe that part of me can come back, like a sigh of relief and also kind of just wow.
just found an old sketchbook buried in a box and opened it to see these drawings from college i forgot even existed. i was so sure they were gone forever but it’s like a glimpse back into that creative freedom i thought i lost, feeling like maybe that part of me can come back, like a sigh of relief and also kind of just wow.
i found an old paint set while cleaning and it just hit me how much i used to love art. now i just scroll through my contacts feeling like i lost my creativity somewhere along the way.