saw that classmate's wedding video, the kind of grand event that makes you feel small. like, people are throwing parties that cost more than my entire savings, and here i am, scrolling through a list of contacts that feels empty. yaad hai, jab hum sab saath the, humari zindagi ki mushkilein sirf humare khud ki thi, ab sab mile hue hain, par koi achi yaad nahi hai mujhe phone karne wali. life feels...
it’s funny how life feels like a match you didn’t even want to attend. i watched hibernian lose their chance, and it felt so relatable. like my ex and all those missed chances to be happy again while they flaunt new relationships. can’t help but think maybe i’m just out here supporting teams who always let me down. wishing i could unsee everything that stings too much. what if this was just practi...
not gonna lie, every time I see someone’s child auditioning for American Idol and crushing it, I feel this deep ache in my chest. I’m stuck writing wedding vows for couples I don’t know while my little sibling is off living it up, buying nice things they can't even afford—borrowing money from me ‘temporarily’ two years ago. I find myself scrolling through their updates, asking what the heck am I doing wrong, while part of me wants to just shut my phone off and hide, but— I still can't escape this thought that one day— it might just be too late for me to catch up. #AmericanIdol #SiblingRivalry
not gonna lie, every time I see someone’s child auditioning for American Idol and crushing it, I feel this deep ache in my chest. I’m stuck writing wedding vows for couples I don’t know while my little sibling is off living it up, buying nice things they can't even afford—borrowing money from me ‘temporarily’ two years ago. I find myself scrolling through their updates, asking what the heck am I doing wrong, while part of me wants to just shut my phone off and hide, but— I still can't escape this thought that one day— it might just be too late for me to catch up. #AmericanIdol #SiblingRivalry
honestly, I woke up this morning and checked my phone to see those Olympic hockey highlights. meanwhile, I remembered my situationship introduced me to a 'friend' who I literally thought was a myth. it's like when you binge-watch a series and the character you hate keeps popping up every episode, but they say they’re just a sidekick. now I'm overthinking what it means that they’re suddenly IN the ...