wait, how did nobody ever mention that feeling when you’re staring at an empty fridge, but you’re posting pictures of fancy meals like it’s all good? I’m in a constant battle where I googled "symptoms of financial stress," and now I’m convinced I’m dying because I’m paying for avocado toast I can’t afford. all while my credit card is silently judging me, waiting for the moment I slip up.
no, because honestly, I just discovered I’ve been paying for a subscription to a meditation app that I used once. literally, ONE TIME. do I get a refund for all the mental peace I could have been enjoying instead of stressing over the same cycle at my job? honestly, how did I even forget about it while the world prepares for this glamorous Ramadan dining experience? like, who am I kidding, my idea...
it's 3am and I’m scrolling through photos of my friends in new houses, smiling like they’ve got it all figured out while I can barely decide what to have for breakfast. I look at the stuff they post — shiny cars and endless adventures — and I'm sorry but I can’t help but feel like I'm stuck behind some invisible wall that won’t budge. I’m here daydreaming about winning some grand talent show that no one even knows about, manifesting my big break that never comes. it feels like everyone's chorus of success is drowning me out. should I keep hoping or just face that I don’t even know what my voice sounds like anymore? #LaVoix #strugglingtofindmyself
it's 3am and I’m scrolling through photos of my friends in new houses, smiling like they’ve got it all figured out while I can barely decide what to have for breakfast. I look at the stuff they post — shiny cars and endless adventures — and I'm sorry but I can’t help but feel like I'm stuck behind some invisible wall that won’t budge. I’m here daydreaming about winning some grand talent show that no one even knows about, manifesting my big break that never comes. it feels like everyone's chorus of success is drowning me out. should I keep hoping or just face that I don’t even know what my voice sounds like anymore? #LaVoix #strugglingtofindmyself
honestly, seeing maya hawke get married hits different. i gave up on finding my person to take care of my siblings' dreams instead. watching everyone celebrate their love makes me question if i even remember what that feels like. maybe i chose the wrong path. still hoping the universe finds a way to give me a second chance. #MayaHawke #dreamsdeferred