it’s not that I care about the number on my paycheck, it’s just like, how did I literally end up in this parallel universe where my TRAINING actually made the new hire richer? honestly, I can just imagine us chatting over coffee and them bragging about their benefits while I'm over here calculating how many beans I can eat for dinner. life is wild, right? like, we all pretend we have it together, ...
i was at my usual coffee shop, trying to make small talk with the barista, like she literally has the most captivating smile ever, but while she asked me how my day was, all i could think about was how the balance in my account is basically hanging by a thread. i told her about my weekend plans but secretly wondered if i could just afford to take the train home without overdrafting… so i smiled ba...
day 12 of obsessively googling “signs you should run.” it's like that moment at the Skyland Ranch when you think it's just a fire drill—then you see the flames, and your stomach drops. i started liking someone who flat out said they don't do relationships. it's infuriating and liberating—this thrill of wanting the impossible. they text me like we're close, and every word burns, because deep down i know it's not real, and it’s NOT going to happen. #SkylandRanch #conflictedfeelings
day 12 of obsessively googling “signs you should run.” it's like that moment at the Skyland Ranch when you think it's just a fire drill—then you see the flames, and your stomach drops. i started liking someone who flat out said they don't do relationships. it's infuriating and liberating—this thrill of wanting the impossible. they text me like we're close, and every word burns, because deep down i know it's not real, and it’s NOT going to happen. #SkylandRanch #conflictedfeelings
i keep saying no to things because i convince myself they’re not for me. like that pottery class. everyone raves about it. i know deep down it’s just fear of making a mess or looking stupid. the irony is that i’m already a mess. sometimes it’s like i want to sabotage my own fun. #selfsabotage #missedopportunities