the way that everyone’s posting wedding photos while i'm just here scrolling through my empty bank account — i mean, i should be happy for them but honestly it feels like everyone's life is on fast forward except mine. it’s like watching a live game of cricket — everyone else hits home runs while i'm stuck wondering when it’s my turn to just get a single. like, i'm just trying to afford my next me...
just realized i turned down the chance to join that band, thinking it was a stupid risk. now i watch them thrive, getting gigs and praise, while i sit here with my dusty guitar and an empty calendar. maybe my biggest fear is not that i’ll fail, but that i actually missed my shot at something great.
last night, I stumbled across a message from weeks ago. it was about a fitness challenge I signed up for but forgot in the chaos of life. my heart sank as I realized how much I used to care about pushing my limits, the excitement of each progress. now, I can barely drag myself to the gym, wondering if I lost more than just my routine. have I lost myself? should I have just kept my ambition alive, or is it too late? #Trimester #SelfReflection
last night, I stumbled across a message from weeks ago. it was about a fitness challenge I signed up for but forgot in the chaos of life. my heart sank as I realized how much I used to care about pushing my limits, the excitement of each progress. now, I can barely drag myself to the gym, wondering if I lost more than just my routine. have I lost myself? should I have just kept my ambition alive, or is it too late? #Trimester #SelfReflection
yooo, i treated myself to this *gorgeous* thing online, like "you deserve this," right? then that credit card bill dropped and suddenly, it felt like i lost a game of emotional roulette. it hit me like the Supreme Court overturned my *one vote* in life, like, i was just trying to be happy but now i’m questioning my entire existence over a questionable purchase. bruh, is this how adulting goes? #Te...