yooo, watched lorcan tucker put on a show while i'm just here trying to balance work and life, hoping i don't accidentally respond to my boss in the family group chat. like, i scroll through perfect lives on my phone while pretending my rent isn't due next week. how is it possible that i’m over here laughing at cricket highlights while barely scrounging enough for groceries? the universe is laughi...
day 13 of scrolling through photos of other people's families. i watched paul stirling shine on the field while my own family interrogates me over dinner. comparing me to my cousins who are buying houses and starting families. it feels like everyone’s cheering for some winner while i’m still figuring out my life. that pressure eats me alive. do they even see my struggle? or am i just the footnote ...
i saw jericho rosales and anne curtis looking like a couple who had their lives together while i sat alone in my pajamas, planning a side hustle that involves making extravagant greeting cards for pets. it’s not even a joke. last week, i sold one to my neighbor’s cat. still have no idea if the cat can read, but hey, money is money, right? as they walked the red carpet, i was crafting a message to that cat like, “you’re paw-some.” makes me wonder if jericho ever doodled on his daydreams too. #JerichoRosales #DreamBig
i saw jericho rosales and anne curtis looking like a couple who had their lives together while i sat alone in my pajamas, planning a side hustle that involves making extravagant greeting cards for pets. it’s not even a joke. last week, i sold one to my neighbor’s cat. still have no idea if the cat can read, but hey, money is money, right? as they walked the red carpet, i was crafting a message to that cat like, “you’re paw-some.” makes me wonder if jericho ever doodled on his daydreams too. #JerichoRosales #DreamBig
i literally turned down an invitation to volunteer because i was “too busy” when in reality, i just didn’t want to deal with my own loneliness. everyone around me is busy living life and i’m sitting here saying no to things that could actually help me connect. honestly, who does that?