matlab samjho na, yaar — एक पल में लगा सब कुछ खो गया है, मेरे सारे सपने बस बिखर गए और घर वाले समझते नहीं, क्यूंकि मेरी ज़िन्दगी की हर बात बस एक व्यापार है।
got home and realized i forgot to get a new lighter for my candles, and the one i had ran out. sat there with a dark room thinking how its so stupid that a few bucks can make me feel so... empty.
woke up on monday thinking the coffee was for a regular workday, ended the day wondering if it was time to finally try being a hermit after my badge quit before i even got the first sip and then they dropped the earnings report the next morning like it was some sick cosmic joke.
woke up on monday thinking the coffee was for a regular workday, ended the day wondering if it was time to finally try being a hermit after my badge quit before i even got the first sip and then they dropped the earnings report the next morning like it was some sick cosmic joke.
the last time i tried to walk into a grocery store i just ended up sitting in my car—crying—because the idea of choosing between organic kale and regular broccoli sent me spiraling into a panic over past choices in life, like who even thought having that much pressure at the produce section was fair, right?