sat on my couch tonight surrounded by half-read books and unwashed dishes, scrolling through social media and feeling this weird knot in my stomach as everyone’s posting about their dream vacations and new projects, meanwhile my last exciting thing was finding a good deal on sourdough at the grocery store, and like why does it feel like i’m the only one stuck in this never-ending loop of the same ...
woke up this morning to find my fridge empty and just realized i have like zero groceries but also need to pay this weird fee for my gym that i barely use. went to check my account and it feels like every time i look, there’s just less and less to work with, can’t remember the last time i bought something just for me.
walked past a yard sale today and they had this old guitar sitting there. my fingers just kinda itched to play again, but then i remembered my last rent check cleared and i can't even afford a cup of coffee.
walked past a yard sale today and they had this old guitar sitting there. my fingers just kinda itched to play again, but then i remembered my last rent check cleared and i can't even afford a cup of coffee.
i just realized i have no idea where the vacuum cleaner is and i thought i put it in the closet but it’s just like, where could it even be and now i feel like if i can’t find it i’m a terrible homemaker or something but honestly i just need to get this dust off the floor before it swallows me up so what is even going on...