just realized how much i hate family gatherings. everyone asking why i’m not married yet, looking at me like i’m a disappointment. and then there’s my cousins, posting about their fancy weddings and perfect lives while i scroll through their happiness, feeling more alone than ever. it feels like they don’t see me at all, just my empty plate at the table. nobody understands how heavy the silence ca...
ok but yaar, when I saw that wedding video where they had a twenty-piece band and a drone capturing the moments, I couldn't help but think—matlab, why am I sitting here with my one thousand rupee takeout while they're out there living their best lives? it’s not even fair, hai na? like, what did I do wrong to get stuck in this mundane chaos while they’re celebrating a love that feels so unreal to m...
wait, has anyone else realized that feeling "fine" often just means you've mastered the art of ignoring your brain screaming for a break? like, my mental to-do list is so long, I sometimes find myself in the shower having full conversations with my reflection about what will happen if I don’t handle it, which spirals into full-on existential debates about whether I’m even real or just a glitch in some cosmic joke. I mean, do I even exist if I can barely remember the last time I felt genuinely relaxed?
wait, has anyone else realized that feeling "fine" often just means you've mastered the art of ignoring your brain screaming for a break? like, my mental to-do list is so long, I sometimes find myself in the shower having full conversations with my reflection about what will happen if I don’t handle it, which spirals into full-on existential debates about whether I’m even real or just a glitch in some cosmic joke. I mean, do I even exist if I can barely remember the last time I felt genuinely relaxed?
so they just confirmed the first day of Ramadan is coming up—great. another month of pretending everything is fine while my bank account keeps playing hide and seek. it’s funny how everyone will be sharing Iftar spreads on social media while I’m calculating how many instant noodles I can buy this week. at least I can still post some well-lit food pics—nobody needs to know they’re from last year. #...