i sit here feeling my skin crawl because it has been so long since someone has brushed against me, it feels foreign, unnatural. the silence of my apartment has become loud and heavy, like a weight that never lifts, like a reminder of all the moments i wish i could feel, just once, a simple touch.
life is hard, got a bill for a repair and saw my account go from some hope to basically nothing in a second, কেউ বোঝে না how it feels to wait for that one break while watching everything fall apart.
i spent hours cleaning out my closet for a yard sale but instead just packed it all back up to donate because deep down i know no one wants any of my old stuff, but then what if its all worth something and i just gave it away.
i spent hours cleaning out my closet for a yard sale but instead just packed it all back up to donate because deep down i know no one wants any of my old stuff, but then what if its all worth something and i just gave it away.
just found an old note from a friend who moved away and like it was so random but it made me feel so lonely thinking about how we never talked after that and now i sit here looking at my phone thinking of all the messages i never sent and no one to reach out to.