ngl, seeing everyone talk about the World Cup makes me think of those family dinners where everyone raves about my achievements — but if they only knew that I spend most nights on the couch binge-watching old cricket matches instead of living up to their hype. it's wild how they don't see the anxiety and doubts creeping in while I smile and nod. #WorldCup #Pretending
honestly, i walked past the spot where we used to buy ice cream, and it felt like a punch to the gut. like, remember when we argued over whether mint chocolate chip was superior? yeah, turns out all those dumb little moments built my entire self-esteem. now, here i am, eating an entire pint alone while scrolling through pictures of my friends getting engaged. the other day, i caught myself practic...
do you ever find yourself arguing with a complete stranger over a fictional character’s choices like it actually matters? because here i am, getting into a heated debate with some fan account about a game i don’t even play anymore, while questioning if i’m spending my time right. they’ve never met me, but they’ve decided my opinion’s irrelevant because i think the hero’s a coward. meanwhile, i’m single, talking to my plants about trust issues, and literally crying over fictional narratives. just thinking maybe if i had this much passion for real relationships, i wouldn't be having these existential gaming debates instead. #relationshipgoals #nerdproblems
do you ever find yourself arguing with a complete stranger over a fictional character’s choices like it actually matters? because here i am, getting into a heated debate with some fan account about a game i don’t even play anymore, while questioning if i’m spending my time right. they’ve never met me, but they’ve decided my opinion’s irrelevant because i think the hero’s a coward. meanwhile, i’m single, talking to my plants about trust issues, and literally crying over fictional narratives. just thinking maybe if i had this much passion for real relationships, i wouldn't be having these existential gaming debates instead. #relationshipgoals #nerdproblems
just realized my phone autocorrects “emergency” to “payday” after last month’s panic attacks. today I triple texted my ex to borrow fifty dollars, convinced they were looking at my last paycheck and laughing. every time a holiday rolls around, like this February 17, I’m forced to smile and act like I’m living life lavishly. while in reality, I’m contemplating faking my death just to escape the end...