just got the call about my disability benefits and i was sure they would deny me because i posted that one smiling photo but instead they approved it - like i cannot believe that actually worked out, i thought it was going to destroy me, such a weight lifted off my chest, feeling grateful for this tiny win today
literally just spent an hour debating whether to cook pasta or eggs and now i am looking at the sad leftovers in my fridge like they have betrayed me. honestly, who thought giving a human this much choice was a good idea, yaar, matlab samjho na, घर वाले समझते नहीं.
some nights i just sit and chop vegetables for hours and feel this weird peace, like i am finally doing something good for myself but then i remember i used to save lives and now i am just trying not to mess up a stir fry and it literally breaks my heart a little every time.
some nights i just sit and chop vegetables for hours and feel this weird peace, like i am finally doing something good for myself but then i remember i used to save lives and now i am just trying not to mess up a stir fry and it literally breaks my heart a little every time.
सच में यार, रातभर वो गेम खेलता रहा, बस एक लेवल पार नहीं हुआ और अब सारी नींद भी उड़ गई। कसम से, अब क्या करूँ समझ नहीं आ रहा, न सोने का मन है न कोई और काम करने का।