sat down to eat lunch and realized i forgot to grab a fork so just used my hands—felt kind of like one of those moments where you laugh but it’s just lonely like the entire world’s happening without you. tried to call someone but all i could do was scroll through contacts and not hit send—so yeah, that was my day.
the way i can’t get the taste of burnt toast out of my mind, it was the last breakfast i made for my mom before she stopped eating. even now, i feel the guilt of not knowing how to help her when she really needed it.
life is hard yaar, literally everyone from my college is getting amazing jobs and i'm just here in my small apartment with zero motivation, घर वाले समझते नहीं, like do they even get how crushing it is to keep failing at something for so long.
life is hard yaar, literally everyone from my college is getting amazing jobs and i'm just here in my small apartment with zero motivation, घर वाले समझते नहीं, like do they even get how crushing it is to keep failing at something for so long.
saw a guy at the park literally juggling three flaming torches and i could barely keep my kid from chasing the pigeons while we sit on this gross bench that is like a weird shade of brown from who knows what and im just thinking about how i can barely juggle two thoughts in my head about dinner while he is out there living his best life and i cant even remember the last time i felt that free or th...