ok but I just realized my parents had their entire lives together by the time they were my age. meanwhile, I’m still holding onto old love like it’s a worn-out blanket. it’s wild how I wrapped my identity around someone who’s now just a memory. like, what does it even mean to be single when everyone else is off building futures together?
yooo, just saw all my friends planning dinner again. of course, i cant go. they dont even know my cousin is flaunting that big paycheck abroad while im here drowning in loans. bruh, i’m out here eating instant noodles, pretending it’s a gourmet meal while my bank account stares back at me like “you think this is funny?” #AusVsSl #strugglebus
day 47 of scrolling through my feed, watching everyone else’s lives unfold while mine feels stuck. it’s funny, the t20 world cup makes everyone cheer for teams while i’m over here, just wanting someone to cheer for me too. friends finding partners like it's a sport, while i'm left wondering if i even remember how it feels to be wanted. maybe i should join a cricket club instead, at least there’s a...