i was at this gathering and everyone started talking about some obscure hobby and i just nodded and smiled because i literally had no idea what they were talking about but now i keep replaying their enthusiasm and how out of place i felt like i missed something big.
so i once mixed up my friends and sent a really weird message about how i want to make a soup out of a very specific type of mushroom — got back this confused response like “uhh you okay” and had to clarify that it was meant for my mom. it still makes me cringe just thinking about it.
so i almost had a heart attack thinking my credit card was declined at the bar, but turns out the guy just wanted to pay for my drinks and said he was having a good night because of me. the dread of my bills and budget crumbling, but instead i walked out with my spirits up and feeling like maybe things can surprise you.
so i almost had a heart attack thinking my credit card was declined at the bar, but turns out the guy just wanted to pay for my drinks and said he was having a good night because of me. the dread of my bills and budget crumbling, but instead i walked out with my spirits up and feeling like maybe things can surprise you.
the other day i spilled a whole bag of rice on the floor, and i just stood there for like ten minutes, staring at it, thinking about how it seems ridiculous but now my whole life feels like this endless cycle of cleaning up messes i never made and like, why do i bother when it keeps happening over and over, rice everywhere.