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General: day 47 of pretending i'm fine while everyone couples up. i just saw maya hawke g…

like, I just found out someone who told me they weren’t ready for a relationship got ENGAGED six months later, and it literally feels like an earthquake in my chest. I built my whole world around them, and now it’s all crumbling down while I sit here alone watching everyone couple up. am I, like, the only one still single and wondering if the universe is just mocking me? #Earthquake #RelationshipS...

last night, I was scrolling through social media and saw everyone posting their new year celebrations. meanwhile, I sat alone with a carton of cold takeout, realizing I literally built my whole personality around the last person I dated. now, I’m just this unrecognizable shell wondering if I’ll ever be someone’s first choice again. as hospitals remain open over Chinese New Year, I wish I could che...

day 47 of pretending i'm fine while everyone couples up. i just saw maya hawke got married, and here i am, still processing a breakup like it’s some tragic epic. मेरे घर वाले सोचते हैं कि मुझे बस कोशिश करनी है, लेकिन कोई समझता नहीं कि जब प्यार खत्म होता है, तो खुद की पहचान भी खो जाती है। can't tell them i'm not even applying for jobs anymore because i don’t know how to face the world without that person. #MayaHawke #datingexhaustion

day 47 of pretending i'm fine while everyone couples up. i just saw maya hawke got married, and here i am, still processing a breakup like it’s some tragic epic. मेरे घर वाले सोचते हैं कि मुझे बस कोशिश करनी है, लेकिन कोई समझता नहीं कि जब प्यार खत्म होता है, तो खुद की पहचान भी खो जाती है। can't tell them i'm not even applying for jobs anymore because i don’t know how to face the world without that person. #MayaHawke #datingexhaustion

no because i just found out my ex, who said they weren't ready for a relationship, got engaged six months later. like, did i miss the memo that there’s a secret audition for the role of “someone who deserves love”? meanwhile, here i am practicing imaginary arguments in the shower about why they didn’t see my worth, while also mourning the fact that i basically built my whole identity around them. ...