بھائی، پتہ نہیں کیا کہوں، ہر بار سوچتی ہوں کہ کل گلی میں پیچھے جو ہوئی اس کے بارے میں کسی سے بات کروں گی، پر کوئی سمجھتا نہیں۔ لوگ اپنے کام میں ایسے مصروف ہیں جیسے میرے مسائل کا کوئی وجود ہی نہیں۔
so i realized if i just vanished for a week nobody would even blink, like i once tested it and after 9 days not a single person reached out, guess it is nice to know my existence is as meaningful as a forgotten grocery list, just like "where did that list go anyway," i should really follow up on that...
was recording a long voice note about this weird dream where i was trying to fly an elephant to the moon, and i sent it to my grandma instead of my friend. she hasn’t texted me back yet and now im just sitting here cringing so hard thinking about her listening to me go on about space elephants.
was recording a long voice note about this weird dream where i was trying to fly an elephant to the moon, and i sent it to my grandma instead of my friend. she hasn’t texted me back yet and now im just sitting here cringing so hard thinking about her listening to me go on about space elephants.
i thought surviving 12 years of engineering would prepare me for anything, but then that hospital called it "god's will" when there was no doctor and yeah, even divine intervention could not compete with bureaucratic negligence, right? yaar, matlab samjho na, now all i have is an empty room and a cosmic joke i never wanted to be part of.