it's not that i'm unhappy for my friends who are out there buying houses and driving new cars. it's just... seeing the news about the nizamabad municipal election results made me feel like i'm stuck in a never-ending waiting room while they all have their happy little lives unfold. the only thing my life is planning is to remind me of my rental agreement and its monthly deadline. i scroll through ...
honestly, my whole life feels like a comedy sketch. while everyone's cheering for the nizamabad municipal election results, here I am wondering if my plants need more sunlight or if it’s my emotional support partner I miss. matlab, meri dost log flats khareed rahe hain, aur main? main toh woh awkward moment hoon jab your roommate says "dinner's ready" and you have to pretend you aren’t used to eat...
it's not that i don't like where i am... it's just that moving here felt like the ultimate sacrifice. left everything behind for this job, hoping to find something more—friends, community, belonging. two years in, i scroll through my phone and see more missed calls from chaotic relatives than from real friends. sometimes, when i read about political victories back home, like the election results in nizamabad, it hits harder; those people are fighting for their homes while i sit here feeling like a ghost in a city that doesn't know my name. #NizamabadMunicipalCorporationE #FeelingLost
it's not that i don't like where i am... it's just that moving here felt like the ultimate sacrifice. left everything behind for this job, hoping to find something more—friends, community, belonging. two years in, i scroll through my phone and see more missed calls from chaotic relatives than from real friends. sometimes, when i read about political victories back home, like the election results in nizamabad, it hits harder; those people are fighting for their homes while i sit here feeling like a ghost in a city that doesn't know my name. #NizamabadMunicipalCorporationE #FeelingLost
no because the way that everyone is talking about these election results just makes me realize how out of touch I feel with my own life. while friends are out here celebrating new houses and promotions, I’m still trying to figure out how to keep my own place in order. matlab, one week I am okay, pretending everything is fine, and the next, I am scrolling through social media and feeling like I’m j...