no because sometimes i look at my phone and realize i have hundreds of contacts but no one to call. everyone is busy with their lives or moved on. i keep going back to the one person who brought me more heartache than happiness because at least they still know me—every messy detail, every fear. and while they might not want to admit it, we're both just lonely souls filling the gaps in each other’s...
last night, I watched Bayern Munich win, and as I cheered for them, I felt a pit in my stomach. their success was so loud, while my own life is just an echo, like shouting in an empty room. I wore a smile that looked convincing, but inside I was haunted by this nagging thought: am I living or just performing? they celebrated another triumph, while I scrolled through photos of my past self who actu...
wait, you ever feel like everyone's living this perfect life and you're just in a cycle of panic? yaar, samjho na please, i check my bank account and it's like my hopes just take a nose dive every single month. all my friends see my 'travels' online, not knowing it's just an empty fridge and skipping rent for a while. अब एसी टीम भी खेल रही है, meanwhile मैं सोच रहा हूँ कि कब ये पे चेक आने वाला है। #BangkokUnitedVsMacarthur #lifeiscomplicated
wait, you ever feel like everyone's living this perfect life and you're just in a cycle of panic? yaar, samjho na please, i check my bank account and it's like my hopes just take a nose dive every single month. all my friends see my 'travels' online, not knowing it's just an empty fridge and skipping rent for a while. अब एसी टीम भी खेल रही है, meanwhile मैं सोच रहा हूँ कि कब ये पे चेक आने वाला है। #BangkokUnitedVsMacarthur #lifeiscomplicated
lmao, just read that Nigel Havers is in some Swedish financial crime drama. like, meanwhile, i can barely figure out how to make my toast without burning it. i think back to the time i tried to impress everyone by cooking, but my pasta turned into some unidentifiable mush and i had to order pizza to save face. no amount of Nigel Havers charm could cover up that culinary catastrophe. maybe i need h...