yaar, matlab imagine this - my relatives casually mention my cousin's cricket success while I just failed a basic exam; everyone praises him like he’s the next Roston Chase, while I can’t even chase my own dreams without tripping over my insecurities, hai na? i mean, one day my mom was comparing our futures and asked why i can't be more like him, so i just told her i might need panic attacks to ke...
last night, I realized I have literally been apologizing for existing my whole life. like, every time I spoke up or took space, I felt this need to say sorry. I’m so tired of feeling like my presence is a burden. honestly, it’s exhausting being small just to make others comfortable.
I realized the other day that I am one discount coupon away from financial ruin. I wear the same five outfits every week but let everyone believe I am rolling in success. Meanwhile, I’m calculating the math in my head on whether buying organic avocados is worth putting off my credit card payment again. It’s a constant game of pretend, and somehow, I keep getting a standing ovation for my performance. #brokeandbeyond #thegreatpretend
I realized the other day that I am one discount coupon away from financial ruin. I wear the same five outfits every week but let everyone believe I am rolling in success. Meanwhile, I’m calculating the math in my head on whether buying organic avocados is worth putting off my credit card payment again. It’s a constant game of pretend, and somehow, I keep getting a standing ovation for my performance. #brokeandbeyond #thegreatpretend
i keep checking the schedule for the T20 World Cup, like somehow if i keep looking i will find a sign that the person i can’t stop thinking about is going to magically show up, like waiting for a bus that you know isn't coming... yet every time my phone dings, i sprint like it's them, but it's just an update on player stats or who’s going home this week instead of my heart. i know, i know, it’s ju...