matlab, it's wild. i scrolled through my phone and saw hundreds of contacts but not one person to call. my days blend into this strange haze of pretending everything is okay while my bank account screams otherwise. the other night, i cried while watching a celebrity's live stream because they seemed to have friends who really get them. i barely know who i am anymore. #UsLowersTariffsBangladeshGood...
wait, I just saw all this hype about the World Cup qualifiers and honestly, it hit different. I’ve spent my last two years grinding away for promotions at a job I’m pretty sure I don’t even care about anymore, all while thinking about how every goal on the field means something real to those players. I keep wondering if I’m the one standing on the sidelines of my own life. maybe I should've pursue...
last night, i scrolled through my contacts and realized i have over a hundred names but nobody to call when the silence feels deafening. the irony is, i just spent an hour getting caught up in a dumb argument with someone over a xiaomi 18 pro camera leak, as if that even matters. i know they’ll take stunning photos of their life while mine feels like a blurry mess. my phone buzzes, but it’s just promotions and the occasional group text from people who only know the highlight reel. sometimes, i wonder if my loneliness is the real influencer in this life. #Xiaomi18Pro #adulting
last night, i scrolled through my contacts and realized i have over a hundred names but nobody to call when the silence feels deafening. the irony is, i just spent an hour getting caught up in a dumb argument with someone over a xiaomi 18 pro camera leak, as if that even matters. i know they’ll take stunning photos of their life while mine feels like a blurry mess. my phone buzzes, but it’s just promotions and the occasional group text from people who only know the highlight reel. sometimes, i wonder if my loneliness is the real influencer in this life. #Xiaomi18Pro #adulting
day 47 of pretending everything is fine. just saw Al-Hilal drop points in the AFC Champions League and thought, wow, at least someone's having a worse day than me. scrolling through hundreds of contacts, yet i find myself drafting messages that will never get sent because the truth is, nobody really knows me anymore. sometimes i wonder if i should just start with a thank you speech for all the fri...