जब मैंने खबरें देखीं कि रावलपिंडी में पतंगबाजी पर रोक लगी है, तो मुझे अचानक अपनी बचपन की यादें ताजा हो गईं। याद है, जब हम सिर्फ एक छोटी सी पतंग के लिए छत पर चढ़ जाते थे, बस हवा में उड़ने का जोश होता था। अब सब कुछ इतना बुरा लग रहा है, जैसे मैं किसी ऐसे खेल में हूं जिसमें मुझे कभी जीतने का मौका नहीं मिला। जबकि लोग कुछ नई चीजें हासिल कर रहे हैं, मैं वही पुराने फंदों में उलझा हुआ हूँ। और फिर मैंने सोच...
i accidentally voice-texted my deepest fears about my family thinking i’m a failure instead of a loving message to my cousin, and now i’m stuck explaining why i don’t own a house, why my life isn’t a perfect highlight reel, and why “focusing on myself” doesn’t mean hiding behind the couch during family gatherings — and honestly, the look on their faces felt like betrayal by a group i used to think...
bruh, I just remembered I was supposed to mail back that wedding invitation – like, a month ago. now it's collecting dust in my drawer while I'm pretending I'm not a bad friend. my heart is racing thinking about what they'll say when they realize I won’t show up – like what kind of person flakes on their old schoolmate's big day? #regrets #loneliness
bruh, I just remembered I was supposed to mail back that wedding invitation – like, a month ago. now it's collecting dust in my drawer while I'm pretending I'm not a bad friend. my heart is racing thinking about what they'll say when they realize I won’t show up – like what kind of person flakes on their old schoolmate's big day? #regrets #loneliness
wait, I just saw who is playing in the Super Bowl, and it hit me, I spent all weekend imagining the football teams paying for my bills while I lived like a king on my couch, dreaming of manifesting riches that aren't even real because I can barely scrape together change for a cup of soup, and yet here I am, smiling through the pain, like I don't wake up terrified that today might be the day the ev...