scrolled through my contacts and realized that i don't actually want to talk to anyone, just wanted to feel like there was someone who would want to talk to me. the last time i reached out was so long ago i can't even remember what i was going to say, just this heavy weight of silence.
so i just went to get my favorite snack — those overpriced chips that are basically air and salt — and realized i had two dollars to my name, like how do i even explain this to myself when i just had to buy new shoes last week because the sole was falling off and i can still hear my stomach growling but there’s literally nothing i can do about it so now i'm staring at my empty fridge and wondering...
walked into the store with this big idea to get spices and then just stood there for like five minutes wondering if i actually remembered how to read or if my brain just took a vacation, honestly feel like my life is a constant reminder that everything is fleeting except my confusion about seasoning. then left with nothing and a whole lot of regret about the curry i can't even make now.
walked into the store with this big idea to get spices and then just stood there for like five minutes wondering if i actually remembered how to read or if my brain just took a vacation, honestly feel like my life is a constant reminder that everything is fleeting except my confusion about seasoning. then left with nothing and a whole lot of regret about the curry i can't even make now.
office has become so quiet since they found out. now even the smallest smile feels like a judgement. कोई समझتا نہیں