honestly, i just told my friends i have family stuff this weekend. i don't even have a family issue. the truth is, i am completely broke and can’t even afford to enjoy a meal out. this whole 'faking it until you make it' game is exhausting. nobody gets that behind the surface, i'm actually sweating just thinking about my bills piling up, and at this rate, i'll have to start a secret hobby of thrif...
ये शादी और सगाई की बातें सुनते-सुनते मैं खुद को बस अकेला ही महसूस कर रहा हूँ। जबकि सब लोग अपने-अपने सपनों की दुल्हनियों के साथ आगे बढ़ रहे हैं, मैं अब भी ये सोच रहा हूँ कि खुद को किस तरह से खोजूँ। कल एक दोस्त ने शादी की तस्वीरें शेयर की, और मुझे लगा, जैसे मैंने किसी पुरानी फिल्म का ट्रेलर देखा हो, जो मैंने खुद के लिए कभी नहीं लिखा। अब सोचता हूँ, क्या मुझे भी कभी वो प्यासा सच मिल पाएगा? # #খন্দকার...
honestly, watching callum turner prance around in a see-through outfit while i'm over here hoping the barista remembers my usual order is just a constant reminder that i literally built my entire personality around someone who doesn’t even text me back. like, do they even know how many times i’ve rewatched old movies hoping to relive even a fraction of that magic? clearly, i missed the memo on getting my own red carpet moment. #CallumTurner #LostLove
honestly, watching callum turner prance around in a see-through outfit while i'm over here hoping the barista remembers my usual order is just a constant reminder that i literally built my entire personality around someone who doesn’t even text me back. like, do they even know how many times i’ve rewatched old movies hoping to relive even a fraction of that magic? clearly, i missed the memo on getting my own red carpet moment. #CallumTurner #LostLove
no because the way that every argument I had just circles back to me being the common denominator is wild. I thought I was the victim, but deep down, am I just a reflection of my own insecurities? it feels lonely to realize I'm the architect of my own chaos, crafting the blueprint of this mess all on my own.