the way that everyone sees me in designer shoes and fancy clothes but I’m really just hot gluing my last pair together? like, yeah, they don’t know about the overdue bills under my bed. I mean, I’d wear flip flops but then everyone would definitely know I’m broke and what if the barista starts to remember my usual order? how am I supposed to keep manifesting the private yacht if I can’t even affor...
i found out that my great-aunt once collected used matchbooks, claiming they hold the universe's secrets, and honestly, how does that explain my fascination with inanimate objects? is it possible that somewhere in my DNA, there’s a spark of delulu manifesting waiting to emerge—like, one day, will my entire life transform because I touched a thirty-year-old matchbook from a diner that closed in the...
literally, the news about Rayo Vallecano's issues hit me like a ton of bricks, hai na? while they're dealing with abandoned projects and unpaid salaries, I’m stuck here sweating over an online shopping cart for basic groceries, matlab, do I really need to eat or should I just take a nap and ignore the reality of my debt? yaar, nobody understands how it feels to look broke while pretending everything is fine at work. sometimes, I wonder if I should just show my bank account to someone for sympathy rather than just saying I'm busy. #RayoVallecanoVsRealOviedo #RealLifeStruggles
literally, the news about Rayo Vallecano's issues hit me like a ton of bricks, hai na? while they're dealing with abandoned projects and unpaid salaries, I’m stuck here sweating over an online shopping cart for basic groceries, matlab, do I really need to eat or should I just take a nap and ignore the reality of my debt? yaar, nobody understands how it feels to look broke while pretending everything is fine at work. sometimes, I wonder if I should just show my bank account to someone for sympathy rather than just saying I'm busy. #RayoVallecanoVsRealOviedo #RealLifeStruggles
not gonna lie, I still have that half-eaten chocolate bar my sibling left behind the last time I saw them, two years ago, it’s probably stale but it feels like a reminder that they still owe me more than just money. sometimes I think maybe if I just... let it sit there, it’ll still somehow keep that piece of our childhood alive, even though I keep losing parts of them like a slow unraveling string...