yooo, family gatherings are literally just an elaborate interrogation where I have to defend my choices while my siblings are praised for doing the same things I didn't want to. my parents don’t get that choosing safety over passion doesn’t make me a coward; it makes me exhausted. and honestly, I know they're proud of me for being "responsible," but I can see in their eyes that they wish I’d taken...
not gonna lie, I just read that pruning shrubs too early can ruin them, and honestly, that feels like a metaphor for my last five years. every time I tried to cut out the dead weight in my life, like my questionable friendships or that salad I promised I would eat, I somehow end up going back to what I thought I tossed. guess I’m just a perennial of bad decisions thriving in the chaos of my own in...
yar, aaj kal life mein kisi se baat karne ka mann hi nahi karta. mobile pe contacts ki list dekhi, par kisi se kya baat karoon - yaar, sab woh dost ban gaye hain jo ab jaan-pehchan tak nahi rahe. अकेले में बैठ कर सोचता हूँ कि जब मुझे किसी से बातें करने की ज़रूरत होती है, तो कोई नहीं होता। और सबसे बुरी बात ये है कि अब यही एहसास अपने आप में एक अजीब तरह की आदत बन गया है। #NepalNationalCricketTeamVsWest #Loneliness
yar, aaj kal life mein kisi se baat karne ka mann hi nahi karta. mobile pe contacts ki list dekhi, par kisi se kya baat karoon - yaar, sab woh dost ban gaye hain jo ab jaan-pehchan tak nahi rahe. अकेले में बैठ कर सोचता हूँ कि जब मुझे किसी से बातें करने की ज़रूरत होती है, तो कोई नहीं होता। और सबसे बुरी बात ये है कि अब यही एहसास अपने आप में एक अजीब तरह की आदत बन गया है। #NepalNationalCricketTeamVsWest #Loneliness
wait, so jacob laban’s life just took a left turn and everyone’s acting like it’s the plot twist of the century? i spent years plotting my own life, checking all the right boxes, but apparently those don’t come with a roadmap for stability. just yesterday, my mom was like, “you’re smart. just work harder and you’ll be fine.” lady, if my anxiety had a physical form, it would be crammed under the pi...