ok but sometimes I think about how their laughter fills the room but makes my voice disappear. like, I am in a constant dance where I keep stepping on my own toes, and they don't even notice. it’s ridiculous how I buy fancy pens just to write apologies I never say out loud. I am the notebook full of messy thoughts they never bothered to read.
day 47 of scrolling through my contact list, and not a single name feels like home. it's like - yaar, where did everyone go? when did being “friends” turn into the occasional WhatsApp message about brunch plans that never happen? my phone buzzes more from alarm reminders than actual conversations. matlab, nobody really knows me anymore, and that stings harder than i care to admit. life feels like ...
not gonna lie, i bought a fancy guitar to treat myself after a rough week. it sat in the corner collecting dust while i paid my bills. then i saw the news about Villar and his shady dealings, and it hit me. i might be broke, but at least i have a six-string reminder that i’m still a wannabe rockstar. everyone thinks being an adult means being okay, but i spend weekends staring at that guitar, knowing no one would call if i fell off the edge. this adulting thing really sucks. #VillarLandHoldings #existentialcrisis
not gonna lie, i bought a fancy guitar to treat myself after a rough week. it sat in the corner collecting dust while i paid my bills. then i saw the news about Villar and his shady dealings, and it hit me. i might be broke, but at least i have a six-string reminder that i’m still a wannabe rockstar. everyone thinks being an adult means being okay, but i spend weekends staring at that guitar, knowing no one would call if i fell off the edge. this adulting thing really sucks. #VillarLandHoldings #existentialcrisis
it's not that i care about football, hai na. it's just watching my cousins flex their shiny new cars and i'm stuck here wondering if my old cycle will even survive one more trip to the market. matlab, aakhir kab tak unki woh car aur mere do-wheeler ki kahani chalegi? with the al Ettifaq vs al Taawoun match coming up, the tension feels familiar. just like the pressure to keep up with them. but gue...