not gonna lie, seeing all this news about Italy makes me wonder if running away to join some random restaurant there would be easier than facing my family and pretending I have my life together. "aisa lagta hai bas Italy mein jaa ke bhool jaau sab kuch" because honestly, feeling like the only one still figuring it out while everyone’s posting perfect wedding photos is... a lot. #Italy #existential...
i was scrolling through the news, saw thomas rew smashing it at the U-19 World Cup, and felt this sharp pang in my chest. it reminded me of my own glory days, running on fields with big dreams, until i got crushed under expectations instead. checked my old trophies earlier, gathered dust now, like my ambitions. saw a photo of me smiling with friends who didn’t make the cut—now it feels like i’m st...
bruh, this Mustafizur signing just hits differently, right? sab log zindagi ke achche maidan mein hain, jabki main bas kahan kaahan se dekhta rehta hoon. friends house le rahe hain, gaadiyan kharid rahe hain, aur mujhe apne kharchon se ladna pad raha hai. kya hai yeh? mujhe laga tha ki main is desh mein kuch achieve kar paunga, par ab toh bas aise lagta hai jaise khud se khud ka 'khaali bucket' game khel raha hoon. kaisa sach hai yeh ki har koi khush dikh raha hai par andar se sab udaas? #MustafizurRahmanLahoreQalandar #existentialcrisis
bruh, this Mustafizur signing just hits differently, right? sab log zindagi ke achche maidan mein hain, jabki main bas kahan kaahan se dekhta rehta hoon. friends house le rahe hain, gaadiyan kharid rahe hain, aur mujhe apne kharchon se ladna pad raha hai. kya hai yeh? mujhe laga tha ki main is desh mein kuch achieve kar paunga, par ab toh bas aise lagta hai jaise khud se khud ka 'khaali bucket' game khel raha hoon. kaisa sach hai yeh ki har koi khush dikh raha hai par andar se sab udaas? #MustafizurRahmanLahoreQalandar #existentialcrisis
last night, i saw a news clip about the police suspending engineers after that horrific accident—felt a weird mix of anger and familiarity. every time i hear sirens now, my stomach drops because they just remind me of that one time i lost control over my life and the car ended up in a ditch. my life feels like a never-ending pothole with everyone racing ahead, buying new things, while i'm just her...