wait, so everyone keeps saying to let go of this toxic habit. but literally, every time I think about it, I end up sneaking away to indulge again like I’m having an affair with my own bad choices. it's honestly wild how my heart knows it's wrong, but my body is just like, "let's do it again," like it's some secret club nobody else understands. #addiction #confessions
i was just staring at the clock, thinking about how long it would take to actually—really—be where i want to be. and the numbers started swirling, and suddenly every second felt like a reminder of all the chances i didn’t take. you ever realize you're waiting for a moment that feels impossible, while time just moves on without you? it's like, the world keeps spinning and you’re just here, stuck, l...
...and then my parents were like "you should be saving more, right?" and I was just sitting there, thinking, “sure, I can save if my bills didn’t eat my paycheck like a ravenous beast.” – yaar, matlab samjho na, मैं तो सोच रही थी कि क्या एक टेम्परेरी काम करके येर कितने loans चुका सकती हूँ। It’s a whole spiral where I imagine myself living off ramen noodles while I slowly become a budget guru no one asked for.
...and then my parents were like "you should be saving more, right?" and I was just sitting there, thinking, “sure, I can save if my bills didn’t eat my paycheck like a ravenous beast.” – yaar, matlab samjho na, मैं तो सोच रही थी कि क्या एक टेम्परेरी काम करके येर कितने loans चुका सकती हूँ। It’s a whole spiral where I imagine myself living off ramen noodles while I slowly become a budget guru no one asked for.
it’s not that i’m jealous, it’s just like, every time i see my friends posting about their new houses or that fancy car, it hits different. meanwhile, i can’t even afford a decent takeout anymore. i literally thought i was doing okay until i added up all these subscriptions i forgot about. now i feel like i’m watching an olympique hockey game from the cheap seats, while everyone else is skating pa...