it's not that i'm bitter about my breakup. it's just that every time i scroll and see people getting their lives together, i literally feel like i just misplaced my entire identity. while they're pairing off, i'm here wishing i could dig my head out of this overwhelming void of alone-ness. now with all this talk about ลงทะเบียนคนละครึ่งเฟส 2, i realize i missed the deadline on so many things. not ...
day 42 of scrolling through old family photos, and I can’t stop staring at the ones where they actually used to smile. my parents’ faces are frozen in joy while I sit in the background, cringing at the weight of their expectations. holidays feel less like celebrations and more like a job interview with everyone asking why I’m not like my cousins, as if I’m supposed to have a roadmap to success nea...
just realized my family was bragging to the neighbors about how successful I am, while I’m still trying to figure out if leaving home was a mistake; they think I’m living the dream, but inside I’m just a mess of doubts and late-night anxiety, sitting here wondering if they’d still be proud if they knew I’m barely holding it together and questioning if I even belong here at all. #BnpBangladeshLeader #StruggleIsReal
just realized my family was bragging to the neighbors about how successful I am, while I’m still trying to figure out if leaving home was a mistake; they think I’m living the dream, but inside I’m just a mess of doubts and late-night anxiety, sitting here wondering if they’d still be proud if they knew I’m barely holding it together and questioning if I even belong here at all. #BnpBangladeshLeader #StruggleIsReal
honestly, when I heard they failed that project, I felt a surge of warmth that I shouldn’t have. they strutted around like they were royalty, treating everyone else like pawns. watching their confidence crumble was like a twisted dessert, sweet but sour, and I couldn’t help but think, maybe finally they’ll see how lonely they really are when the spotlight is off. sometimes it feels good to see the...